the 27-year-old is coming to the end of a six-month ban and is preparing to return to rugby league , but he is mentally scarred by the events at old trafford in october .
in front of over 75,000 spectators in manchester , flower shocked the world when he landed punches on hohaia during the final .
the sickening moment was seen worldwide and went viral on the internet , leading to flower receiving abuse and death threats .
but flower promised that he was a changed man and wants to come back and make a positive impact on the pitch .